Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Skinny Dipping

I really would love to go skinny dipping one day…but I do have to learn to swim well in the sea, eh?
As friend said if you don’t want any one to see u naked, then u’d swim to the far end from the shore in the ocean, then loose off ur swimming suit.
Would I be able to do it one day? Am “sea shy", I said.

As I was sitting at the out door sitting area of Chun Shui Tan/春水堂 in Taichung yesterday. The breeze fondle over my cheeks in the lazy afternoon. I took a day off and escaped away from my day of work. I felt that I was carving for a good kiss; the good kiss only a pair of good kissers known how to lead each other to the fairyland, an angle-loving kiss, non-sexual one!
But more,
I miss the dipping in the ocean of the “one of the afternoon”.
The cool, but not cold water…just floating….floating as of a part of the great ocean…
Would it because we find comfort in the water as memory recall back to the foetus time back in amniotic fluid….
And that is how water helps us to find our own connection to our inner selves to how we came from the beginning…
I’d never felt that I’d love to be in the water after I had a grate dip at Gi-Bei, Penghu (吉貝/澎湖), sandy beach, the water, sun just right perfect!
I’d never loved ocean as I loved this much at that moment, Although I wasn’t really swimming, I was just physically dip myself in the sea, (but was still afraid the wave might wash away my contact lens). (How dorky is to wear a swimming goggles to the sea? With a skin diving goggles is ok but not the pool one, that looks dork on the beach, isn’t it?) But next time I am brining it! Can’t spoil a good swim in the ocean next time!

I wanna go skinny dipping one day….. .

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Big Belly fish

Omit the losing a hair clip part of my day in the swimming pool; I actually had an enjoyable time in the pool.

The traffic in the pool just as bad as usual evening period. Maybe, same to me, lot of people come to the pool straight from work as this community centre is surrounded with office buildings, or just because it’s summer vacation soon and more the school youth flow to the pool! Any way, it wasn’t bothering me much today.

I had joy time in the water, which was slightly feeling different than usual in the pool. I finally found that I connected to water…

I mean feel I was belonging in the water, instead of feeling that I might drown if I didn’t keep kicking my legs and swinging my hands.

I swam feely as I were a fish…

I wore the new white bikini today, so I had my whole belly dance with the water.

I feel great…
and I felt how great that is to be if I could turn my self into the amphibious in the summer….a kind of little fish doesn’t have gill but love to be in the water and on the land too.

I need to feel that I were a fish feeling for the summer…

A little fish with a round belly…. small fin, little tail… can’t swim well, either nor too fast in the water but love the “float-activity”!

I felt great in water today.
My skin could sense the water temperature, my ears could hear the sound under the water, and my brain starts to generate some thoughts along…

I didn’t think too much about how I have to swim or with a right posture, just let my hands and legs managing their own ways, then my mind went on other little something came out from my brain.

A girl was doing the backstroke slowly a head of me in the lane as I was with my breaststroke hitting the bubbles she kicked towards my face…. It was rally like doing the scuba diving in the reefs…or I was really turned into a fish with bubbles…. It all felt great!

A Brain Recorder. There is the Voice Recorder to record voices, when could a Brain recover to be invented?

I wish I can tape you what I am thinking now while I doing my swimming…so I don’t have to memorize all this before I forgetting it or have to squeeze out for what I have came up with the good ideas but wanted to put in words to share with you again.

A Brain recorder will be great…and I’d be more naked to you without really writing in words.

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

A good hair clip

I checked those stands around Teach Building Station on my way home, was wishing some might sell the kind of hair clip on their stands. But no luck!
I checked all sorts of hair clips on the stands; none of one seems good to me…
“Not easy to find a good hair clip again” I think.
Was it like….. hard to find a good boyfriend which suits me…
One day you had one and u lost it by carelessly. And what was I thinking?
Trying to find the same boyfriend back? Hell, no!!
Then what was I doing? Try to find the same hair clip back? Yes…
I though hair clip is a different thing. Although it dears to me the same!

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Hair Clip

Can’t remember who had told me about not easy to find a good hair clip! Was it Russ or Grace? But I remember while the time they said this to me, I was very proud that I found this nice hair clip.. Made by sliver steel, decorated with pink, yellow, blue crystal stone on it. Very simple, user-friendly design! It was not too vulgar, either too showing off, it was just dainty and not too small or too big to hold up all my hair.
I had this hair clip each day, had it to work, for a date, for any occasion, even to the shower when I washed my hair I would click it right back to my hair…. I just love this hair clip and I could not believe that I lost it by forgetting it at the changing room L.

I thought I’d asked the cleaning lady again when I finished my changing and ready to go, I thought I saw the same cleaning lady here last Friday?! Or I wasn’t good at recognizing faces? She said she had last Friday off, she replied me. (Was she guilty!) I had this bad feeling came up….
Who else does care to turn my hair clip to the Lost and Found counter?! As a finder would notice this “someone has left her hair clip’ on the showering pipe, the finder must have loved this hair clip too, otherwise the hair clip would not been observed! So who does care that the owner of this hair clip would madly finding her little hair clip back? Or the finder might just thought it was not that pricey but pretty, so If the owner lost it, she wouldn’t be too sad for not having it back instead getting a new one, the finders keepers.

Over all, it just a hair clip?!
But it was a great hair clip to me!
it was a fine hair clip and I had it all the time.
But someone must have took it as she thought” it’s not a bad hair clip...!!” L

I began to think what if I might run into ’the someone’ who is wearing my hair clip..how would I react? Would that be just a hair clip which look a lot like my one or it is really mine one?
I don’t know.
She might say that she bought it. or it might be too resentfully to call someone a stealer!
I don’t know.
I still hope I find it back. And I am sure I can determine if it’s mine or not because I remember how my hair clip looks like and there was an inlay of crystals was missing from it.

Swimming Pool

I had to go swimming today, not just because I am trying to put swimming into my daily routine, as well because I was eager to know if someone has found my hair clip which I left on the shower pipe at the lady’s changing room.

I phoned to this community centre service desk last Friday as I found I left my favourite hair clip by the pool. I was hoping that the cleaning lady there might go get it for me and kept it at the Lost& Found for me. But I was quit disappointed today as I expect I might get it back from them.

A staff just opened 3 cabinet doors for me, and told me to take look in it myself.
Some people left their swimming caps, goggles, bathing kits; comb…some even left their shorts behind (wondering what he/she’s wearing to home), but none of my hair clip!

Monday, June 07, 2004

一盤吵雞蛋

I cam across a personally website of a boy while I was doing on my search of Kissing Gourami for the movie review on Shiri.

Printed out 25 pages of his day-to-day writings, found it was quite inspiring, and It seems amusing and have drew out my thoughts along my days too. I am glad that my thread of ideas in writing has back in the moment.